Highlights 2009

2009 hampir berakhir, ada banyak suka dan duka sepanjang tahun ini. Mulai dari putus cinta, jomblo, jatuh cinta (lagi..lol), perasaan haru, bangga, homesick, sedih, senang, overwhelmed, dll. semua terekam sepanjang sejarah 2009. :)

Bisa dibilang, "2009 is my year".. Awal tahun 2009 saya mulai mengerjakan skripsi, yup typical mahasiswa2 yang sedang mengerjakan skripsi, rasa stress sering sekali hinggap di kepala, hati, dan badan ini (bahkan sampai sekarang, karena belum juga mereguk manisnya kelulusan S1). hiks hiks..

Namun pada awal pertengahan tahun, saya diberikan hadiah terindah oleh Allah SWT, berupa beasiswa DAAD Summer Course di Bremen, Jerman. Impian saya untuk pergi ke Jerman akhirnya tercapai, impian untuk menjadi orang norak di Jerman sudah dilalui. Alhamdulillah, walaupun harus menambah untuk uang saku sendiri selama di sana, namun ada saja jalan yang diberikan olehNya (Yang waktu itu disponsori oleh keluarga kakak saya tercinta, that's what family are for)..

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→Keputusanku Berhijab←

13 September 2009 lalu, sebulan setelah sekembalinya saya dari Jerman, di usia 22 tahun, saya memutuskan untuk mengenakan jilbab. Saat itu adalah bulan suci Ramadhan dimana umat sedang menjalankan ibadah puasa.

Jika ditanya kenapa saya "tiba-tiba" ingin mengenakan jilbab, maka saya pun akan kebingungan dalam menjawabnya. Salah satu alasan adalah karena ayah saya telah sering menanyakan kepada saya kapan saya akan berjilbab. Dahulu saya hanya menjawab sambil lalu, "nanti yah, kalau udah siap."Namun entah mengapa, pertanyaan itu terus terngiang-ngiang di benak saya.

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10 Kinds of Personality Disorder

Based on my personality test that recently published on my blog,

http://die-etage.blogspot.com/2009/11/personality-disorder-test-results.html

These are The Types of Personality Disorder:

1. Paranoid Personality Disorder

What is Paranoid Personality Disorder?

>> Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.

Symptoms of Paranoid Personality Disorder:

* Unwillingness to forgive perceived insults

* Excessive sensitivity to setbacks

* Distrustfulness and excessive self-reliance

* Projection of blame onto others

* Consumed by anticipation of betrayal

* Combative and tenacious adherence to personal rights

* Relentlessly suspicious

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Berusaha Namun Pasrah

Gw tau gw udah banyak melakukan kesalahan di rentang waktu penyusunan skripsi ini. Waktu 1 tahun yg seharusnya bisa gw gunakan semaksimal mungkin malah habis dengan hal2 yang tidak berguna. Malas, mungkin salah satu kata yang bisa mendeskripsikan gw.. Kenapa gw malas? karena gw merasa stuck dengan skripsi gw.. Gw udah antipati dan pesimis duluan dengan semuanya. Dulu gw pernah berusaha pol-polan untuk skripsi gw, sampai akhirnya gw jatuh sakit dan harus dirawat di RS selama 1 minggu (waktu itu gw kena DB).. Setelah sakit itu, gw juga harus mempersiapkan diri untuk berangkat ke Jerman. Otomatis yang fokus gw saat itu ya cuma mempersiapkan fisik dan mental aja, dan gw pun saat itu langsung stuck lagi dengan skripsi gw...

Sekembalinya dari Jerman pun gw ga langsung berkutat kembali dengan skripsi gw.. Gw ngerasa udah ga ada harapan aja.. Kenapa? Karena waktu itu kelas percobaan gw di SMA udah pada naik kelas.. huaah ini ney susahnya kalau skripsi kuantitatif, harus kejar2an dengan tempat penelitiannya (SMA). Kalau kita ingin meneliti pada tema tertentu di semester tertentu, ya berarti kita harus bisa menyelesaikan Rencana Pengajaran, Soal2 instrumen untuk Pretest, Media untuk perlakuan, dan setelah pretest kudu langsung menghitung validitas dan realibilitas soal.. Semua instrumen penelitian itu sudah harus mendapatkan persetujuan dari DP untuk dapat diteskan kepada siswa.. huaaah,disinilah gw kalang kabut.. hiks..

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Personality Disorder Test Results

I've just took a personality disorder test at 4degreez.com

Here is the result:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate

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Update Blog lewat Flock Browser

Holla...

gw sekarang cuma iseng pengen ngetes fitur yang ada di flock browser. Salah satunya bisa ngepost tulisan kita langsung ke blog yang dituju (contohnya: blog gw http://die-etage.blogspot.com). hmmm...penasaran.. kira2 postingan gw yang ini nyampe dengan selamat ga yah ke blog gw?? wahahahhaa..

we'll see.... :D

goyaang maang!!!

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♥Mein Erfahrungsbericht♥

Für ca. einen Monat (genauer vom 13. Juli 2009 bis 7. August 2009) besuchte ich einen Sommerkurs an der Universität Bremen. Wegen des Stipendiums von DAAD konnte ich nach Deutschland fliegen, und dort viele neue Erfahrungen erhalten. Als der Flugzeug im Tegel Flughafen (Berlin) ankam, fühlte ich mich total froh, weil ich zum ersten Mal deutsche Landschaft von oben ansehen konnte. Gott sei Dank konnte ich in Berlin für eine Nacht übernachten. Da konnte ich viele tolle Sehenswürdigkeiten sehen, wie z.B. Alexanderplatz, Checkpoint Charlie, Berliner Dom, Bundestag, Brandenburger Tor, usw..

Ich habe mich in Berlin verliebt, weil sie so viele Sehenswürdigkeiten und histrosiche Plätze hat, und da gibt es so viele verschiedene Kultur, wie man heutzutage in Deutschland sagt, „Multi-Kulti“. Berlin, eine große Stadt mit schöner Landschaft.

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Where are u now my little friends?

25 Desember 2004,

Waktu itu gw lagi ikut ortu ke kondangan saudara. Sama sekali ga ada firasat apa-apa. Sesampainya di rumah, tiba-tiba ada berita kalau Aceh dilanda gempa. Hati masih tenang-tenang aja. Berhubung selama hampir 4 tahun tinggal di Banda Aceh, gw udah sering banget ngerasain gempa. Bahkan pernah waktu gw lagi asyik nongkrong alias boker.. hahaha. Semua komunikasi ke daerah Indonesia paling barat itu terputus. Berapa kali mencoba menghubungi tetangga dekat kami dulu untuk memastikan kabar mereka, tapi telepon selalu tulalit. *mulai ga tenang*

26 Desember 2004,

Kaget banget malam sebelumnya melihat siaran berita bahwa Aceh diterjang Tsunami. Yup, A huge Tsunami. Gw dan ortu mulai tambah panik, kita berkali-kali mencoba menelepon saudara tetangga kami di kota lain (Lhokseumawe-red), berharap ada kejelasan kabar tentang tetangga-tetangga baik kami dulu yang udah dianggap seperti saudara sendiri. Pada malam hari, gw mulai menangis. Ibu gw juga terus menangis sambil menonton siaran berita di televisi. Karena siaran berita terus melaporkan bahwa Tsunami itu diperkirakan menelan korban sangat banyak (sekitar 200.000 jiwa).

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Twitter, Plurk, or Facebook?

Baru-baru ini saya bergabung ke situs microblogging bernama Plurk. Sekilas mirip banget kok sama Twitter, tapi di Plurk tampilannya lebih oke, dan kita bisa melihat postingan teman-teman kita di satu timeline. So kita bisa dengan gampang komentar status update sesama Plurkorz..hehe. Menyenangkan juga dibandingkan twitter, karena di twitter tampilan layout cenderung standar dan memang cuma buat ngetweet a.k.a berkicau..hahaha.. di Plurk pun ada sistem Karma. Kalau karma kita sudah tinggi, nanti kita bisa mendapatkan/ unlock emoticon2 lucu dari Plurk. Makanya, ayo kejar terus sang KARMA..huahahaha..

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For a friend in a bad moment...

Dear Friends,

I know how distressed and sad you must be and I’m so sorry for what happened.

Yet, in this moment of hardship, I wish you didn’t forget you have a friend who is willing to help and give you her support…

Don’t cry, don’t despair, things are hard for anyone, but we are all trying to overcome each difficulty we bump into.

We will eliminate them, one by one!

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•Bukannya Aku Takut•

Bukannya aku takut..
untuk memiliki mimpi-mimpi hebat..

Bukannya aku takut..
untuk menjadi petualang legendaris..

Bukannya aku takut..
untuk menjadi sosok pemberani..

Bukannya aku takut..
untuk mencintaimu..

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•Bukannya Aku Takut•

HAMBURG - Lustige Erfahrungen mit dem Sex Shop

Sekitar 2 minggu lalu, gw dan teman2 sesama peserta summer course pergi ke Hamburg. Berbekal tiket kereta PP dr kampus, kita semua mengadakan Stadtrundfahrt keliling Hamburg..well, sbenernya gak bisa di bilang Stadtrundfahrt juga c, abis waktunya sempit banget..n sering kali kita harus berlari-lari kecil mengejar waktu..huhuhu..mana lagi ujan..n lagi ada lomba Triathlon pula..alamat rame n banyak jalanannya yang di blok buat jadi track Triathlon. Btw udah pada tau blom tentang Triathlon? Triathlon itu adalah lomba marathon dimana pesertanya kudu melakukan beberapa olahraga sampai ke garis finish. Urutannya gw gak begitu ngerti..tapi yang jelas, pesertanya harus lari, berenang, trus naek sepeda sampe ke garis finish.bisa di bayangin donks capek n serunya lomba ini..

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Fotos von Bremen

Bremer Stadtmusikantenstatue


Bremen Hauptbahnhof

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Berlin Berlin - Ich Komme!!

Checkpoint Charlie


Reichstag Deutschland


Brandenburger Tor

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♥♥♥The Most Beautiful B'day Present♥♥♥

I'm speechless..
just watch the video.. :)

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Persiapan Menuju Bremen – Sommerkurs 2009: ein Stipendium von DAAD

Akhirnya semua persiapan saya rampung juga. Mulai dari mengurus paspor, mengkonfirmasi segala sesuatunya kepada pihak DAAD selaku pemberi beasiswa, menghubungi pihak Uni Bremen untuk mengkonfirmasi keikutsertaan saya sebagai peserta Sommerkurs di Universitas tersebut, tiket (yang di bantu oleh pihak DAAD), sampai pengurusan Visa ke kedutaan Jerman di Jl. M.H. Thamrin 1, Jakarta. Awalnya sempat uring-uringan karena hanya diberi waktu sekitar 2 bulan dari jadwal Sommerkurs yang saya pilih (biaaasaa namanya juga orang parno,hehehe). Tapi Alhamdulillah hari ini semuanya sudah selesai.

Bagaimana saya bisa mendapatkan beasiswa Sommerkurs 2009 dari DAAD ini? Hal ini tak lain dikarenakan pihak Jurusan saya (Pendidikan Bahasa Jerman, Universitas Negeri Jakarta) yang telah memberikan informasi ini kepada kami, serta ‚menyaring‘ mahasiswa-mahasiswi yang mereka anggap memenuhi syarat (untuk syarat2nya mungkin syarat2 akademis, sikap, keaktifan kita di kelas,dsb.) untuk dicalonkan sebagai kandidat yang mewakili Universitas kepada pihak DAAD. Untuk angkatan 2005, pihak jurusan sudah menyeleksi 6 mahasiswi (kebetulan aja yang memenuhi syarat cuma mahasiswi2nya..hehehe) yang akan diajukan sebagai kandidat penerima beasiswa tersebut. 6 Kandidat tersebut diantaranya: Jane Dameyanty (Jane), Julnadia Misla.A. (saya, Ola), Nicky Andrawina (Nicky) Wina Widyaningsih (Wina), Widianti Lestari (Widi), dan Yoshy Juliandiny (Yoshy). Keenam mahasiswi ini adalah rekan-rekan seperjuangan saya selama 4 tahun lebih belajar di Jurusan Bahasa Jerman. Susah senang makan ga makan selalu bersama,hehehe. Setelah melalui rangkaian bimbingan dari Fr. Tanja Schwarzmeier selaku Lektorin di JBJ-UNJ. Akhirnya aplikasi permohonan beasiswa diserahkan kepada pihak DAAD Jakarta. Selanjutnya aplikasi tersebut akan dinilai langsung oleh pihak DAAD di Bonn, Jerman. Aplikasi yang dikirimkan antara lain: Motivationsschreiben, Lebenslauf, Transkrip Nilai, Zertifikat OnDaF, Empfehlungsbrief, Pasfoto, serta lampiran2 yang sekiranya relevan.

Setelah menunggu sekitar 4 bulan (Penerimaan permohonan beasiswa pada bulan Desember 2008). Akhirnya pengumuman penerima beasiswa datang juga (Pada bulan April 2009). Sejak awal, saya sudah pesimis dengan beasiswa ini, karena rival2 saya memang orang2 yang sangat berprestasi dan memiliki nilai akademis yang jauh di atas saya (pokoknya ga PD banget deh). Tapi Allah SWT berkehendak lain. Saya terpilih menjadi salah satu penerima beasiswa Sommerkurs 2009. Waaaah..senangnyaaa.. :-D Teman saya yang juga terpilih adalah Wina, dia akan mengikuti Sommerkurs di Düsseldorf. Congratz Winaaa!!!

Oke..selanjutnya adalah cerita „petualangan“ saya di Jerman. Mudah2an semua berjalan sesuai rencana, dan saya sehat2 saja selama berada disana (maklum,kalau sakit disana, biayanya muahaaal..huhuhu), AMIEN!!
Ciao!

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++A Woman's Worth++

hmm..many men doesn't know about a woman's worth..
that's why they often took their girls for granted..
He'll never realize how much he loves his girl until she's gone..
until he loses her..

why men can't be faithful? why they always say stupid things such as:
1. "U're too possesive, i wanna be free, that's why i'm cheating on that girl..she give me something different,something wild n free, which i never have it from U"
or..
2. "u never support me!! that's why i look at someone's else who can give me all the support i need..she could do it better, at least on that side...and on the other side, she is a good kisser.."
or..
3. "u're still the one for me..but i still have to taste someone else's lips or body to make me realize that u ARE really the right one for me.."

( hehehe..these sentences are based on my personal experience, and also on some friend's experiences..sorry if i kinda quote ur stories... :p )

ok then..let's analize all the sentence..
1. u can see that all men are jerks, they never want a good girl who care for him so much.. (so girls,be a BAD-ASS!!)

2. d'oh!!! still...all men are jerks...what kind of support do u need??? (hhff..suddenly speechless)

3. no doubts..all men are jerks..do u think that women are ice cream?? so u can taste every flavour, n then u can go back to ur favorite flavour????? n why cant women do that too???? why there's a famous words 'cewe nakal' but i rarely found someone's saying 'cowo nakal'????

Btw, there's a song entitled 'a Woman's worth' by A.Keys..
Perhaps u can read it carefully..
n see how worth it a good girl is..

You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby, you know I'm worth it
Dinner light by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last, and last
Baby, you know I'm worth it...

Wanna' please; wanna' keep; wanna' treat your
woman right?
Not just told, but to show, that she knows she's
worth your time
You will loose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first
She will and she can find a man who knows her worth!

'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he
sees her
And a real woman knows a real man
Ain't 'fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always
comes first
And a real man just can't deny
A woman's worth..

If you treat me fairly
I'll give you all my goods...
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you're worth it
If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when it gets rough
'Cause baby, I know you're worth it..

She rolls the mile; makes you smile, all the while
being true
Don't take for granted the passions that she has
for you
You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first
She will and she can find a man who knows
her worth!

No need to read in between the lines
Spell it out for you
Just hear this song
'Cause you can't go wrong when you value
A woman's Worth!

Better Cherish that woman
You better be good for that woman..

udah ah..capek pake bahasa inggris.. :p

Danke fuer ihre Aufmerksamkeit..
Ciao!

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>>>That's Exactly What I Mean<<<

"Flaws And All"

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day...

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you...

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean...

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you...

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The Trouble with L.O.V.E

Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make u hear a symphony
And u just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool u every time..

The trouble with love is
It can tear u up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast u fall
And u can't refuse the call
See, u got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

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A Good Germany's Song

Setelah kita mendengar lagu Das Beste setiap kali masuk blog ini..(sampe bosen gw,hehehehe) Sekarang ada lagu Jerman dari Silbermond (again) yang bagus banget untuk di dengar.. :)
Lagu ini lebih dulu gue tau sebelum lagu Das Beste..hihihi..walaupun sebenernya yang hits yang lebih senior itu ya Das Beste.. ^^
Tapi berhubung sampai sekarang gw blom menemukan videoklipnya...jadi yang gw share sekedar ilustrasi aja yaa..hehehe..ilustrasinya menggambarkan lagu ini banget kok.. :D

>>>>>>>>>>Silbermond - Letzte Bahn<<<<<<<<<<<<

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Metromini equals Jakarta..^^

Everytime i wanna go to my campus..i must riding on Metromini. We can just called it Metro (that's what my friends and i used to say) Metromini is one of so many public transportation in Jakarta..

It's bus obviously, not so big, but not so small either.. hmm..like it or not, i HAVE to run and jump on it everytime i want to get on the bus (literary jumping!!).

Even though everytime i get on the bus, i will have to keep my eyes closed n keep praying to the God, so that i can arrive at my campus on time,n alive..:D

The Metromini's Drivers are all crazy people..!! it's simply because their way of driving this piece of crap..(oh sorry, did i say crap?? well it's a piece of junk actually..^^)

Besides, this Bus produce sooo many air polution..(believe me, i already felt it when i'm riding with motorcycle behind the Metros!!) So no wonder if Jakarta is the big city with very high polution..:(

Hmm.. Everytime i'm on the bus, i will put on my mp3 player, and start listening beautiful songs from Jason Mraz.. (his songs makes me calm down a lil bit) I will pretend that i'm just riding a full speed boat in the beach..:D


Dear Jakarta's Governor.. Please be concern to this public transportation.. Dont just think about your famous 'Transjakarta' n the exclusive road for the 'Busway'. Come on..Be strict with those driver, they can't gambling for the passanger's life on the road.. They can't speed up in the hectic road, and make other people scared to death because of it..

So many people dead because of Metromini.. So many Metrominis overloaded with the passanger, n it makes the condition more dangerous, especially for the women..(They can get sexual harrasment, robbery, etc. on the bus)

PLEASE STOP IT!!

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It's not fair..at least for me..

Mungkin semua wanita mendambakan wajah yang cantik, kulit mulus, putih, langsing, serta berbagai 'sterotipe' yang amat mendeskreditkan wanita-wanita yang notabene tidak memiliki berbagai persyaratan tersebut..

"Dont judge a book by its cover" banyak orang yang menyerukan kalimat ini.. Tapi pada kenyataannya mereka masih saja melihat seseorang berdasarkan penampilan fisiknya, entah dari pakaiannya, bentuk tubuhnya, atau dari ganteng atau tidaknya seseorang..hahaha..

Boleh jadi saya menjadi korban dari Quote tersebut.. Well, bukan berarti saya ini jelek,lusuh, jarang mandi, dan semrawut yaaa.. Tapi justru yang saya alami agak berbeda.. Saya merasa orang-orang banyak yang tidak menyukai saya dikarenakan saya mempunyai 'tampang' (hahaha..PD dahsyat yaa).. Tapi suka tidak suka, yaa memang begitu kenyataannya..

Pernah menonton film 'Legally Blonde'? naah tepatnya hal seperti itu yang sering saya rasakan..
Banyak orang yang sering meremehkan kemampuan saya, terutama apabila mereka belum mengenal saya.. Sering lho orang-orang di sekitar saya merasa kaget jika saya bisa berada diatas mereka (dalam hal perkuliahan misalnya..pada saat pengumuman nilai, ternyata hasil yang saya peroleh lebih baik daripada teman-teman yang bermuka serius/'nerd'). Mereka akan mendatangi saya sambil terheran-heran, dan bertanya,"iiih Ola, kok bisa siiiih? mau donk rahasianya..Gue ga nyangka deeeeh." Mendengar pernyataan mereka, saya hanya bisa senyum-senyum dan menjawab dalam hati,"emangnya ga pantes ya kalo gue dapet nilai bagus?"

hmm..begitu juga dengan dosen-dosen di jurusan saya.. Karena mayoritas dosen di jurusan saya adalah wanita, jadi semakin terasa lah diskriminasi yang ditujukan kepada saya.. Jujur, saya sering sekali merasa marah dan justru semakin tertantang untuk membuktikan kepada mereka semua, bahwa 'pretty girls can be smart and rule the world'..hahaha..

All i wanna say is, pendiskriminasian tidak hanya terjadi pada kaum-kaum kurang cakep, gendut, pendek,dll..tapi juga kepada orang-orang yang di anggap 'she's too pretty to be smart'..
damn i hate this sentence!!

i'm still working on it, i hope i can prove to the world, that i'm not just a pretty face, but also have a smart brain, i'm a smartass..hahahahahaha...

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2008 - Highlights

Gosh, there was so many priceless experiences that I’ve been through in 2008..

2008 is a very cheerful yet scary for me..lol.

1 of the cheerful memorable moment was.. i went to Bali with my troops (The Deutschabteilung students of 2005) and especially with my beloved friends, The Apems!! Wish we can do it again someday..

There was so many experiences such as I started to feel the work’s life, even though it’s just a 1 month internship..but still, I got so many experiences from it.. Being a worker is very challenging n also exhausting role to do.. we have to deal with angry-devil-wear-Prada kind of boss, the enthuasiastic co-workers, the ambitious, n the lazy one too.. hahaha.. and not to mention the crapy i-know-everything workers.. Hmm.. I love to work actually, but it make me feel dizzy with the unbelievable traffic jams that happened almost every weekday during the morning or in the afternoon..and at that time, I swore n cursed so much..lol.

After I finished my internship, then I have to deal with another roller-coaster moment in my life.. That time I have to take part as a TEACHER - a german teacher to be more details. Yup, after 3 desperate Years of learning German in the University (and still gonna be a frustrated student until now), I have to “share” my knowledge to the youngster in the highschool.. It’s really creepy at the beginning - I admit it so much - because the highschool students is the most wild and inevitable human being in this earth.. (Ermm..well this is only my thought though..lol). How can I win their hearts? How can I manage the class to just shut up for a while? How can I deliver the topics successfully? And how can I mingle to the crowd? Those questions are keep spinning in my mind for quite sometimes. Hmm.. This is a learning process of course, and until now, I still have to learn about that too.. But, after the whole teaching thing, I’ve changed my mind.. Before I had this experience, I never wanted to be a Teacher.. It never crossed my mind..EVER! But after this whole 5 months learning-teaching process, I feel that it’s really great having the opportunity to be able to teach them, and listening to their thoughts and their feelings, and of course, to share our knowledge to others..

After that… I still got works to do.. 1 of them is the Seminar.. n I’m not in the mood of telling u this nightmare..lol. Just pray for me to finish everything on time, and with a great achievement.. .

While I’m dealing with Seminar, I got this honorable call from the university to be one of the candidates for Summer Course Scholarship in Germany.. Wow, this is really beyond my expectations actually.. just be the candidate made me feel really thankful to God.. Well, yeah I’m good (hahahaha..narcist part of me), but I think I’m not good enough to be chosen for this scholarship.. Well all I can do is just cross my finger, pray, n wait for the result.. Whatever the result is, I’ve done everything I could for the scholarship, and the result will be the best answer for me, even it’s bad or good news.. Because God knows what the best thing for me

Well that’s all I can say for the highlights of 2008..

See u in 2009..! I guess..

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